Saturday, February 17, 2007

Seeing Red

I am pissed.

Seething, even.

I don't even know where to begin because I am just mad. Not unusual for me to be mad but whatevs. Don't think for one second that your drama is more important than anyone else's drama. Everyone has good and bad days, days when they need to deal with their own shit. Yeah, sometimes it is selfish, but it is also necessary. Don't be mad at me because one day in the last month, I put myself before you. I've listened to you say the same thing over and over for the last month and honestly, at this point your eyes should be a little more open to what is going on. There was nothing else I could say to help you anyway, I'd said everything there was to say. And so fucking what, I had my own shit to deal with. Piss off.

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

Sarah. Breathe, I love you and some people are retarded and dont understand things. But remember, I love you.

Sarah @ All The Book Blog Names Are Taken said...

It would be easier to remember who loved me if they weren't anonymous :S

Tobes said...

I am so in awe of you. Like scared too but in awe. :)

There are some people in my life (like lame-os at work) that I should tell off like this... it's impressive. I hope you're feeling better.

tobeswillspeak.blogspot.com

Sarah @ All The Book Blog Names Are Taken said...

The venting helped a lot actually. I do feel better after having written that, you know? And I am the one in awe of you hon, you're an amazing person and everything you're doing right now with the new job is so...I don't even know. I wish I was half the person you are, you're phenomenal Tobes. I hope you know that.

Anonymous said...

I didnt mean to be anonymous. OOPS. but breathe nonetheless

Sarah @ All The Book Blog Names Are Taken said...

Heh. Thanks. I am breathing :)